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I deprive myself of good feelings

I deride myself just for being

I advise myself to lessen me

I align myself with nobody

I deprive myself of good feelings

I deride myself just for being

Unyielding urge to ignore

Most of the advice given before

The people here cannot relate

So I decline to engage

Unyielding urge to ignore

Most of the advice given before

The people here cannot relate

So I decline to engage

I found something hidden up here

It's an old t-shirt I used to wear

White pit stains from my teen years

It doesn't fit anymore

Anymore

Anymore

It doesn't fit anymore

I arm myself with written word

Body scrawny, vision blurred

I thought I knew what I believed

I said I would never be deceived

But this place just made my mind ache

And exposed my bitter hate

Even still, I stand and wait

For a sign of the far-away

But this place just made my mind ache

And exposed my bitter hate

Even still, I stand and wait

For a sign of the far-away

I found something hidden up here

Unfinished songs, I used to care

Stashed under the folding chair

That doesn't work anymore

Work anymore

It doesn't work anymore

Work anymore

Never can tell why it's all a mess

Always think about what's coming next

Disregard emails and text

Only you think you know best

I found myself hidden up here

I found myself livid with up here

I found myself getting rid of up here

I lost myself, I lost myself

I found myself hidden up here

I found myself livid with up here

I found myself getting rid of up here

I lost myself