Ailment Lyrics

Benjamin Beats bruh

Uh uh

Marz

Back into the darkness, things lost in the past

As the sand runs thin in my hourglass

In my final moment, with this pen and paper

I write about my omen, and about the savior

Lately I've been seeing clearly with my third eye

This illusion we conform to isn't paradise

Grab a pair of dice, Stack up on your odds

If your life ends now will you meet God

I keep my depression to myself cos it can get addictive

Demons dancing in my body, they don't feel restricted

Alter the antigens upon me so that all of what surrounds me

Oozes positivity although it's not my business

I don't know why I feel the world is just a giant prison

Bullet to the head so I can run away from living

Or I can gather these experiences and tailor my expressions

So the generations after know about my sickness

Damn

Yeah

This Ailment

Yup yup

Yeah

Breaking bridges, connections are easier to sever

One minute it's here, the next it's not

They pulled the lever to their trapped doors

My guardian angel keeps protecting with a strong force

When you taste the darkness, it can easily consume

Sometimes I exhale, then it seeps out like a strange fume

The paranoia, having strangers just around the corner

Hope they didn't sense it

I give em love and laughs and hide the fact that I'm demented

The plummets' even deeper, I just try to keep it censored

A little taste of hell will leave you begging God for heaven

Yeah yeah

We all care about a life, fear the thought to die

Until this ailment called depression infiltrates the mind

When my father calls, Dying of the demons

It was protocol, just to give you reason

If you ever catch this sickness, say a little prayer

Turned the devil to an angel just so I can save ya

Yeah

Yup

Yeah yeah

This Ailment

Yeah

Yup

Had a groove

Brought the tune

Head swaying

When the bitch bounce let her move

Still contemplating

About a niggas ailment

So sick, got my two hands on my face

Cos I'm from the dark side

In the bat cave

Its the bedroom

Where a nigga lay

Kill em dead now there's bodies laying in the grave

It's a dojo and you know I'm a sensei

I coach like a nigga Phil Jackson

Rock the boat, man the wheel like a captain

Too lost man, a nigga need finding

Got my high beams on and they blinding

Its a photoshoot moment, take a flash

Still balling cos a nigga get cash

Bounce for a nigga, shake ass yeah

Bounce for a nigga, shake ass

Yeah

This Ailment

Yup yup

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