The Dumps Lyrics

Sometimes it's hard to feel like

Sometimes it's hard to feel like, we're living in real life

This all could be holograms a digital insight

Well fuck it I'm here right, it is what it is right

Wake up just to go to bed, ain't shit but to live right

Aye see I think that happiness is rare like a holographic

Most are just content with how they live anymore is acting

They don't even know it, they just go thru the moments as if

Someday shit might happen to 'em if they just hope and exist

Well here to hoping if not then here's to coping

Live your life like a machine to put the gears in motion

Stay inside of ya box, you keep your fears out the open

Still its this weight on ya chest, can't shake the feeling of choking

You put yo feels in a potion, you never dream when you rest

You try and heal the emotion, you keep them pills in ya desk

But I can't trip when I'm no different, I'm as ill as the next

You can't be real with who's around you, just be real with yourself

Cuz being honest though

I been on my level, I been smoking heavy

I been drinking so much I probably broke a levee

I been trying' to fight but these vices stay out to get me

Keep calling me back to bed, so enticing I can't resist it

There's viruses in the system, corruption from the inside

Try to outwardly fix it but never know where to find

Answers to all our questions, I think we don't spend the time

To busy with all the bullshit we tell ourselves we should mind

But where do we draw the line? when do we lose our patience

It might not be life worth living if everybody's a patient

I put that shit on a god, whichever one will take it

I'm ready to know what's wrong, promise you I can face it

I'm tired of fucking pacing and people keep talking blessings

I'm trying to find where they get 'em, my plug don't have the connection

Must of switched the addresses, waiting but shit I'm restless

Fighting keep my best but I confess

I think most of us got depression, something stay out to get us

Either something in the food or the way that they taught us lessons

Watching my sister stressing, praying that she don't get it

Swear that I'd turn to god if I thought it would make a difference

My options are getting slimmer, these problems keep getting bigger

I miss the feeling of home, it's like something I don't remember

Been like this since September, probably longer I figure

Just sick of feeling so cold I just hope it goes with the Winter