OOPSIE / my mother's love Lyrics

I don't trust no one, another son, another one who get it

Before the stress, I kept my distance, I'm the one who with it

Never fucked around, ups n downs, I got a witness

Bungee cord jumping imma fall into these visions

Sit alone in my palace while you whip your girls Civic

Hood rat scumbag I was a bored and hungry misfit

Zoomed around in the streets on my bike you probably missed it

A puma stalking sounds i'm gonna pounce on these bitches

I can't heal this on my own i'm pulling out all my stitches

Never switching, premonitions

Was a prophet before the mask

But when they got them they didn't have to ask

I hate my fucking face

I wanna smash it, shoot it, fucking drown it in a lake

When my right nostril workin, its the only time I feel awake

Well i'm kinda mad for reasons I will never know

Blew the pay day with my homies on some gummies and blow

Keeping track of all the grams, I cant do on my own

Gonna have an overdose not all that glitters is gold

But the pain is temporary, 'less it's make believe

My bitch hella pretty, saw her cover Maybelline

Nothings safe for me

Take the tray away from me

Everyday i'm waking and i'm baking

Man I hate myself

I just need some help

I need to find myself

Gotta remind myself

Needa unwind that belt

That I tied around that shelf

I hear the neighbors knocking

Just like my face even god will be forgotten

My words are on the tablets, Moses left them on the mountain

Airdrop a prayer

Holy water water fountain

Mary bust it open and her pussy imma drown in

Say some shit bout Jesus and everyone astounded

You run into the bullshit, I just go around it

Up 30 thou miles got my head feeling clouded

Surrounded, I'd pay handsomly to paint my clouds white

A world turned gray a world I tried to leave twice

Something says there's more for me waiting on the other side

I don't go outside

If I step foot out that door, then a meteor gonna smash

Or my car gonna crash

Or my wrists gonna slash

Many close calls in traffic, I can never pay attention

Why does god want a broke boy, when i'll never learn my lesson

I'm still running lights, crossing streets with my eyes covered

My minds smothered, I just want my mother's love

I just want my mother's love