Sunshine Lyrics

From President Street to dependent on dreams

From job to job I don't know when I got jinxed

All I know is I expect the worst from myself all the time

And when I'm down in the dumps I already knew it all along

Think I need to get some help, I've been bumpin' bumps

Like trunk subs and potholes, pimples and hot rails

I'll stop there, taking my best shot at hip hop

Feel like I got it right inside of my crosshair

That means my heart might explode in the process

I strapped a bomb to my chest, now I'm speeding down the highway

Really gotta stop myself before I hurt someone that means a lot to me

I love my mom from this pin dot on the east coast

All the way around the world, that's this much

With my arms spread and my dad no less

But every time we talk, my mom just tells me how much she worries about me

Asking if I got my bills paid when I'm working next

So now I avoid her when I hear her in the hallway

Cooking breakfast in the kitchen, gotta wait for her to leave work

So I can go downstairs and switch on laundry, yeah

And this is her house that I'm living in

Acting like a piece of shit, I'm not even paying rent

That's when I decided I just had to man up and do something about it

I know that it would kill you, putting me inside a coffin

Just know that I would watch you

And I don't wanna see you cry, I'll always be your sunshine

I know that it would kill you, putting me inside a coffin

Just know that I would watch you

And I don't wanna see you cry, I'll always be your sunshine

I'm always going through my ups and downs, everybody does

Yeah but my downs got me like, whatever man

I'm ready for that coffin now

Made me lose so much hope and my ups, they're just from drugs

What am I gonna lie for, asking you for help

I know you really want me moving out this house

Ready to hitch a ride out to California

Catching up with my cousin Doug, hold up let me say what's up

What up Doug

Oh Ma', I just need you to know

This song wasn't made to hurt you at all

You did more than enough, I always felt love

I'm just admitting I'm mad at myself, yeah

Anyone who's ever been to 48 Quail will expect me to fail

Typical Maier, genetics I inherited

And as a kid, the parties I saw made me wanna party harder and I did

I know that it would kill you, putting me inside a coffin

I don't regret a thing, I love the way that I was brought up

And I don't wanna see you cry, I'll always be your sunshine

I know that it would kill you, putting me inside a coffin

Just know that I will watch you, and I don't wanna see you cry

I'll always be your sunshine, sunshine

I'll always be your sunshine, third shift