Loving mistake Lyrics

I don't wanna hurt, I don't wanna die Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

I don't wanna love, I don't wanna cry Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

Free me from all this pain Free me from the damage in my brain

I know I'm gonna go insane I don't have time to explain

As my life comes and my life goes Show me the drugs and the white blow

Free me from pain, I can't do it anymore Live my life fast and die slow

I don't wanna be here, I can't even see clear I just wanna leave here, the pain I endure

Follow me, my dear, we both know the end's near Pain is getting severe, I wanna disappear

Angels and my demons, fighting for a reason Feels like I had my legion, but now it's weakened

And I don't need a sequence, I need a cleansing I don't need grievance, I just need silence

I don't wanna hurt, I don't wanna die Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

I don't wanna love, I don't wanna cry Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

People come and people go Sometimes I admit I lose control

And most of the time, I don't feel whole Most of the time, I don't have a soul

Just kill me and let me die slow I feel like I'm all alone

I know my life is my own I just need to stay strong

My thoughts have grown, I know it shows I know my actions have a mind of their own

My body feels numb and my heart's turned cold But this is my story that I felt is untold

This is the part of me I cannot control I just wanna feel like I'm becoming whole

This is supposed to be my lifetime goal I feel like I'm stuck in a fucking dark hole

I don't wanna hurt, I don't wanna die Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

I don't wanna love, I don't wanna cry Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

Yes I stay high, all the fucking time It helps me clear my dark ass mind

Sometimes I feel like people are blind To all the pain I don't try to hide

Sometimes I talk to them it from time to time Then they tell me suicide's a hell crime

My feelings have a major decline My attempts have been on the rise

I don't wanna hurt, I don't wanna die Loving you is a mistake I've made many times

I don't wanna love, I don't wanna cry Loving you is a mistake I've made many times