I'll Never Find You ft. Subtle Places Lyrics

I wish I could speak up more

I don't want to keep ending up on the floor

Every single time with no real crime

I wish your presence didn't make me want to hide

I want to be myself

Around you

And maybe that's why

I, will never find you

Granted you have left me time and time again

I can't keep pulling up just for you to jump in

There is a cost, some price to pay

I can't coddle your pain every living day

Because when I'm not myself

It's my personal hell

I try to make it up by having a joke to tell

Then there's you

So beautiful

I wish I could speak up more

I don't want to keep ending up on the floor

Every single time

With no real crime

I wish your presence didn't make me want to hide

I want to be myself

Around you

And maybe that's why

I, will never find you

Great tears, place them anywhere but here

Ignore my question and suggestions so I only feel repression

You make it hard to breathe, hypnotizing me

With every word you speak I can just barely see

Who I am?

Who are we?

Can we just find out some other place to be?

Because hey

This isn't working out

And it looks like, it just looks like

Nothing will come of me

And is that why you look at me?

Is it pity?

With, another love gone

Is it so god damn easy to move on?

I push and I pry, so close to the sky

I fall down below

When there's nowhere to go

You can only climb out so many times

Before you lose control, and bruise your side

Do you have any suggestions?

I'm taking any and all questions

Great, come back soon

Find your spot, why don't you live on the moon?

Puncture holes in the joy parade

Because you're too damn cynical to stay in the shade

Make bank off a song that you never wrote

Use other's work as your own

Nothing will stop you

But don't try to run

A little dog guilt will tell you where you've come from

I wish I could speak up more

I don't want to keep ending up on the floor

Every single time

With no real crime

I wish your presence didn't make me want to hide

I want to be myself around you

And maybe that's why, I'll never find you