This Letter I Write Lyrics

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever

We'd face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I'm tryna move on

But the feelings are strong

If you're reading

This letter I write

I just sit in my room with the

Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I

Kill all the lights

Yeah

Swiping through texts I've been

Looking for answers that

Don't even exist

Man this shit is depressing

I ain't learned my lesson

A fairy tale love

Something I'll never get

When you said it was over

A feeling came over me

(A feeling came over me)

And it hasn't left since

I fell too deep in your love

I've been crawling my way

Back to freedom and

Finding my sense

Oh yeah and I hate you

All that shit you would say about

How I just needed to grow

I guess it's a phase too

What you going through

Maybe the reason you

Needed to go

All of my life I been looking for Someone who love me for me

And you fitted the role

Now I'm just sitting here

Picking up pieces of

What used to be

And I feel so alone

Now I finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever

We'd face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I'm tryna move on

But the feelings are strong

If you're reading

This letter I write

I just sit in my room with the

Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I

Kill all the lights

Yeah

I'm in denial

I know that it's me

The one that you thinking about When you kiss him

You secretly missing those Dreams that we had about Walking the aisle

Nah

When you wanna talk

Who you dial?

Whenever you see me

I hope you can tell

That I can't even smile

Cause of how much

I hate you

All that shit you would say about

How I just needed to grow

I guess it's a phase too

What you going through

Maybe the reason you

Needed to go

All of my life I been looking for Someone who love me for me

And you fitted the role

Now I'm just sitting here

Picking up pieces of

What used to be

And I feel so alone

Now I finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever

We'd face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I'm tryna move on

But the feelings are strong

If you're reading

This letter I write

I just sit in my room with the

Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I

(Now that you're gone)

I keep on checking my phone And I'm hoping you

Texted me back

(Now that you're gone)

Ever since we broke up

Everything that's around me

Keeps falling I just wanna

Put it all back

(Now that you're gone)

I been stuck in a dark place

And the thought of your face

Is the only thing

Bringing me back

But I know the end of this story

You left and

You're not coming back

You're not coming back

So baby I hate you

All that shit you would say about

How I just needed to grow

I guess it's a phase too

What you going through

Maybe the reason you

Needed to go

All of those moments we shared

I thought you were the one

I could trust

It wasn't so

I gotta find me a way to move on So I'm taking our love and

I'm letting it go

Cause I finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever

We'd face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I'm tryna move on

But the feelings are strong

If you're reading

This letter I write

I just sit in this room with the

Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I

Kill all the lights

Yeah

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever

We'd face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I'm tryna move on

But the feelings are strong

If you're reading

This letter I write

I just sit in my room with the

Memories of you while the Moonlight shines in and I

Kill all the lights

Yeah

Now that you're gone

Now that you're gone

Now that you're gone