One Step Back Lyrics

I hope you don't think I've lost my mind

I hope you don't think I'm crazy

But this message is getting long so I should just say bye but

The idea of you listening to this

The thought of you on the other side of the line

I can't hang up

I don't want this to end

Not again

Got my eyes closed falling into something new to me yeah

She knows I'm not really used to being this open no

I push so that maybe she won't get in to close to me

Now I know that i can't deny it

I think that I'm falling in this time and I'm on the edge

Heart went cold till you entered my life I swear

The way I felt in this life before you was a fucked up mess

So imma hold on tight I won't ever let you go no way

Finally I don't have to chase

So you gotta stay yeah

Honestly I'm terrified

Cause she could tear me up inside

I just need you here tonight

You're the reason I feel fine so

Baby if you go I won't deal with that

If you go a different way then I'll change my path

I'm doing my best to stay on the track oh no

But If you want a little space I'll take one step back

One step back yeah

Oh no

I'm falling I'm falling

It's scary I'm so goddamn open

I'm trying my best gotta focus

But a life without you is so hopeless

Felt I made a lot of damn progress

I was tryna do better have you noticed

I was even off the pills when I wrote this

Writing how I feel is a scary little process

Honestly, I'm terrified

Cause she could tear me up inside

I just need you here tonight

Cause you're the reason I feel fine yeah

Baby if you go I won't deal with that

If you go a different way then I'll change my path

I'm doing my best to stay on the track oh no

But If you want a little space I'll take one step back

One step back yeah

Oh no

I mean I haven't heard from you but

I hope you do

I'll always love you

Even if things never go back to what we were

What I became so used to

What I thought would be

Forever