Waiting to Die Lyrics

Waiting to Die - Iamjakehill

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I draw my tears in materiel things

I spent all of my years in front of LED screens

I'm probably wasting my youth, I'd hate to look back on this

When I'm old and I'm pissed from all the life that I've missed

And I've been falling down

I know I've said it before

Can't seem to sort it out

I hit my head on the floor

And then I pour it out

I make some bad metaphors

To help me calm it down

My thoughts are talking loud

And I've been restless, stressed, depressed mark the checklist

It's just another phase that I'm in

And I don't wanna lie to your face

But my pace has been hectic

I just don't know where to begin

So I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind

Can you tell me the time?

I'm just waiting to die, yeah

All my songs started sounding the same

I've been locked in my brain, think I'm going insane

I'm manic, dammit, here we go again

So damaged

Damn, where the fuck are all my friends at?

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind

Can you tell me the time?

I'm just waiting to die

I hold my head up while I'm holding my breath

Then I'm so fed up with the dread, I'm always watching my step

I wish that I could be oblivious like everyone else

They say that ignorance is bliss I really like how that sounds

And I've been crying out

The walls are caving again, can someone pull me out?

I'm feeling trapped in my skin

Don't want to let you down

I'm lost and fading again

I really hate this town

Nothing can save me now

And I've been breaking the silence

The words are better when I scream it

I think I said some things out of line but know I don't mean it

I promise I'll call you cause lately I just feel defeated

I just don't know where to begin

So I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind

Can you tell me the time?

I'm just waiting to die, yeah

All my songs started sounding the same

I've been locked in my brain, think I'm going insane

I'm manic, dammit, here we go again

I'm so damaged

Damn, where the fuck are all my friends at?

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind

Can you tell me the time?

I'm just waiting to die

I'm just waiting to die