Headspace ft. Juante Smith Lyrics

When I'm alone in my room, sometimes I stare at the ceiling

And in the back of my mind dog

I be missing that feeling of having inner peace

A nigga tryna tame his inner beast

But critics at the dinner table treat me like the centerpiece

Mom's still using my name on her cable bills

Got a degree but it's still hard to pay the bills

Losing friends at only thirty years old

Got me contemplating if I should go ahead and make a dying will

Cause everybody been calling me asking where I been

But voicemails are much better than tryna play pretend

I hope ya good, I hope ya well, I pray ya still a friend

But right now I need to a little time for a spirit cleanse

They say it's good for creatives who like rhyming

Fuck the pressure, cause nigga I don't even like diamonds

I don't need it, so before my critics call me a headcase

I'm staying in the room to get some headspace, like

Please forgive me I been gone for so long

I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone

To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well

But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on

Please forgive me I been gone for so long

I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone

To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well

But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on... me

I just need some... headspace

Focus on me

Missed calls and text messages

To hit you back I know a nigga being negligent

It's a battle being such a private person

At the same time I'm tryna be this microphone specialist

Now everybody knows who we are

I find that my battery for socializing it might just need a recharge

Bills increasing from student loans of that higher learning

Smoke these degrees and just ease is what my mind's deservin'

See it's a challenge to balance the life and rhyme-scape

And trace it on these pages the pace be having my mind race

I find it better just to be by myself

To try to solve all these problems never askin' for help

Yo, Mom's is mad cuz grandma hasn't heard from me

Missin' my presence just know that isn't my purpose

See it's only cuz I'm busy it's been happenin' currently

I try to spend some time but I ain't got that type of currency

Please forgive me I been gone for so long

I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone

To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well

But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on

Please forgive me I been gone for so long

I know they say it takes five seconds to use a phone

To let you know that I'm good I'm doing well

But honestly I'd much rather be here alone to focus on... me

I just need some... headspace

Focus on me

I just need to breathe

I just need to breathe