IDKHTHF Lyrics

Look what I'm dealing with

Nowadays can't have no fun like where the feeling went?

Go through passive interactions fake connection I can't speak all

These smiles and frowns just start to look same

I need new camouflage (The Beat Terrorist)

I'm back to basics

This vid done left me tasteless

I'm treating death like information

Don't tell me life is sacred

My gun say otherwise

My government agree

Police a catch me in these fields and opt to take a knee

I'm out here wrong & strong

Like I won't shoot my own and throw it in a song

Turn right around and up use a women as a stepping stone

Chill out I'm trynna bone trynna write it in a verse

I know the empathy I carry not gone wash away my dirt

I'm trynna come up off it first

I'm trynna show myself my worth

I'm trynna stop myself from thinking I'd feel better on hearse

I'm trynna see a life that's more than what I make it

Cause if my demons get a say they finna take it

They gone string me up proceed to pull the plug

Cable TV see me chucking signs and label me thug

Father told me son you black so you target

Know them words hit him the hardest

Specially since he been the one who changed to put the family farther

Wish all my idols were objectively an inspiration

Maybe then I would lean to ones who aren't

I wish what's right never needed a good explanation

Cause I swear I woulda spared myself some harm (yea)

Its feeling like the man I used to be a distant memory

I've been too caught up on these money leaves these cups and RIPs

I'm getting woke but I can hardly see

I'm losing faith in streets

I told off god man just the other day

Don't know why he root for me

I'm back to basics

This vid done left me tainted

They put a price on being famous

Well I just might pay it

My heart say otherwise

My enemies agree

Haters a catch me in these streets and op to let it squeeze

I'm out here turning numb from things I've over come

Held it in until I lapsed and now my mind is over run

Thoughts been sick I'm not the only one I know this pain will sum

Loss my ways thought I was holding on now I can't have no fun

I can't have no fun

I swear this life it done turned me to a monster

But I've been on this ride to long so I won't stop

I swear this life it done turned me to a monster

But I've been on this ride to long

I swear I

I swear I

I swear I

I swear I

I swear I

I swear I

Hey

I CAN'T HAVE no FUN

I CAN'T have NO FUN

I know I can't have no Fun (Fun fun fun)