Save Me Lyrics

Im looking in the mirror god save me

I don't like the person that I’ve been lately

I been let down

So I keep smoking

Cah when I’m high

I don't think about the wrong that I done

The people that I let down

The guy that I’ve become

I wish I knew all of this when I was young

But life goes quick from the bits that I’m from thats Dagenham

Im looking in the mirror

God save me

I don't like the person that I’ve been lately

I been let down

So I keep smoking

Cah when I’m high

I don't think about the wrong that I done

The people that I let down

The guy that I’ve become

I wish I knew all of this when I was young

But life goes quick from the bits that I’m from thats Dagenham

If could start my life again I fully would

I wouldn’t be the guy that I was known for in the hood

Talk to en for them weapons

Them dottys spinners n Macs

Ask en for them bricks them 8th them hollo tips

I got

Gs I called family but there no where to be seen

If I blow up from this music they’ll shout me I guarantee it

I had a lot of people let me down

A lot of bruddas sold me dreams

Hella man lied to me

But its calm tho

I guess I learned from it…

I had to go through the fakes to appreciate the real

The snakes in the grass

Hate it when I keep It real

I was raised by queen

So my blood is royalty

Ima real g

Thats why my life harder

If you feel the same way

Roll a zoot n spark it

Ill ride a bird for ma dawg tell me what the charge is

Thats life

Growing up in dagenham and barking

Im looking in the mirror

God save me

I don't like the person that I’ve been lately

I been let down

So I keep smoking

Cah when I’m high

I don't think about the wrong that I done

The people that I let down

The guy that I’ve become

I wish I knew all of this when I was young

But life goes quick from the bits that I’m from

Im looking in the mirror

God save me

I don't like the person that I’ve been lately

I been let down

So I keep smoking

Cah when I’m high

I don't think about the wrong that I done

The people that I let down

The guy that I’ve become

I wish I knew all of this when I was young

But life goes quick from the bits that I’m from that's Dagenham

You can ask my engineer he seen me grow up

When I was broke

Ma cousin died

And I had no love

And even then I never cried

But ma heart hurt

Cah where I’m from

You can never put your feelings first

I had to hide my emotions

Not even ma bros knew

Felt like I failed in life

What can I do

Sitting in the bando

Staring at 2 and blue

Thinking what the fuck I’m gonna do at 32

This is real shit

I couldn’t make it up

Thats why I don't want a son because this lives fucked

I keep praying for forgiveness

While I’m still sinning

This is the life that living pretty fucked init

My Family don't understand that

That ill do it for the gang

Do it for da family with a weapon in ma hand

I grew up too early

Just wanted to be a man

Ride out with a bally just praying it don't jam