Balance/Orthelackthereof Lyrics

I need a balance

The dichotomy tween love and malice

Seeking all these falsies it keep my callous

But I can't manage

I need a balance

The dichotomy tween love and malice

Seeking all these falsies it keep my callous

But I must be my dying wish to keep a balance

Cause I been gone for so long

Wouldn’t be surprised if I up and moved on

This a feeling I can’t prolong

Fearing I can’t hold on

A sense of Foreboding when I'm slipping out ya grasp

Get A sense of loathing when I look into the past

It’s like my dreads is moldy roots is never coming back

Got me folded in the hot box stewing with some stupid gas

Feeling that I’m loosing fast

Just been so numb to it

spewing shit I don’t believe

I know you’ve already noticed my heart written on my sleeve

Yeah

Yeah, yeah

I need

I need balance

Something scary bout air out the shit I cry about

Just compress it like a snare peaking

Wishing I could hear me out

Press command z for the resent

Everybody saying that it’s a weakness

I don’t even really know what weak is

I pack a bowl up every morning like some wheat thins

is there really any reason