Furnace of Fear Lyrics

My thoughts are wild like me

My fear cripples me

From reaching out

To explain my brain waves

That exist amidst heartache

Is like finding a way to get past

Security during a jail break

I’m stuck inside my own mind

Lucky you if you’ve found a way inside

Even luckier if you’ve stayed

The feeling loneliness

I’m tryna break away

But all these changes have me surfacing

More issues

The more I hurt, the less reach, out

Im filled with stress a large amount

All these worries I can’t count

I just wanna let go

But when I do I get the next blow

It never stops

I need to re-attach to my life source

I know he’s here

I know temptation surfaces

When I do not draw near

And I can’t poor unless I’m filled

And I’m empty to make it clear

I’ve been thinking bout times that I’ve spent with you

Ask myself where you’ve been and why you had to go

Sometimes I really feel like I am alone

I’ve been thinking bout times that I’ve spent with you

Ask myself where you’ve been and why you had to go

Sometimes I really feel like I am alone

I need some time to myself

To take care of spiritual health

Man take me back to the beginning

I need a drink of milk

I need to rebuild my strength

In my weakness I am rebuilt

But I need to let you build me up

I’m falling with jack and Jill

I need to let you help me up

I’m tryna crawl up the hill

I need to let you hold my hand

So that I can feel whole again

I’m scared to go to all my friends

Even though I know I can trust them

I still question if they’re safe

And at this rate

And I don’t wanna over reach

Or cross boundaries

So it’s harder for me to go

To those surrounding me

It’s not you but it’s me

Don’t take it personally

I got a smile on my face

In my brain a cross country race

It never stops, it replays everything

Every wrong, every wonder what they think, are they mad, are they sad

What’d I say, did I say the wrong thing

Where’d they go, will they leave, are they gone

Are they ever coming back for me

I see nothing, no one, my fear is clear

I know God is near

So why can’t I draw near

God expel the fog so peace can once again be clear

You’ve done it before, you’ll do it again

I’m not giving up

I’m ready for you to make my soul erupt

You came from your place

To be in my space

I’m the 1 sheep that you chasing

And it’s amazing

That you not tired

Chasing me through the valley

Of shadow a death

So I’m not alone

Whenever I Rome

Jesus walk next to me

So that I’m home

Got me covered like a lawyer

So that I don’t in the fire

So I can walk out of the furnace of fear

And still be on fire for ya