Toxic Relationship Lyrics

In this hostipal bed

Cause of you

Love you so much

I wanted more of you

The more I had from you

I knew You fill the void

Until intoxicated

With your poison

See everyone got something to cope with

But you always gave me the confidence

Until I'm i na spiral roller coaster

Over exaggerated emotions

From blackout to blackout to blackout

Will I ever learn

But everytime we make out

My tounge gets numb

I swear its all love

Baby girl I'd Never lust

You only understand this void No one can feel

I swear now in days all I do Is Drink to myself

I seems like this cold, coronas The only person I can vent too

Or probably resonate too

Telling me that I can be Drinking too much

Well at least that's the only love That would make me not feel too much

Cause The moment that I drink

Is The moment that I stop to Think

N my sober thoughts coming Out to the midst

Cause I bottle it all inside

So this is for all those lonely Crys

This is for the lonely whys

All those effortless trys

Since I cant die

Im Dying slowly

Something ima tryna denied

I'm starting to lose my friends

And I'm asking myself why

I didnt understand it

I mean we used to be around them

All the time

We had good times

Until I said shit I didnt mean

Busted lip

Got into fights

Had sex with women that I Never love

Bille Jean, but the kids not my Son

Even though I didnt wear the Glove

I still didnt even have enough

Like what the fuck

When will I ever stop

Till my liver pops

GOD FORDID

Sorry God but sometimes I feel Like it's my only fucking relief

Would I ever leave

Would I ever just believe

Will I ever just dream

Will I ever ever see

Idk but It can never just be

It will only just be you and me

Cause The moment that I drink

Is The moment that I stop to Think

N my sober thoughts coming Out to the midst

Cause I bottle it all inside

So this is for all those lonely Crys

This is for the lonely whys

All those effortless trys

Cra cra cra

But with you I'm cra cra Crashing

But with you I'm cra cra Crashing

Why everything thats feel so good

Is really so bad

So so so bad

So so so bad

But with you I'm cra cra Crashing

But with you I'm cra cra Crashing

Why everything thats feel so good

Is really so bad

So so so bad

So so so bad

But with you I'm cra cra Crashing

Yeah I'm fucked up