Even Kill Lyrics

I'm waiting here inside my own skin

I'm waiting here and I don't know why

I thought that I could heal from within

But it feels like I'm just picking a fight

And I don't know which side of me is winning or losing

Right now it's a dead even kill

Take it for granted

The life that I'm handed

I'm stuck between heaven and hell

But I want you more than anybody else

I'm waiting here where I let you go

I'm waiting here and I don't know why

I thought that there was no way to know

But now I know my instincts were right

And I got what I wanted but it feels like I'm loosing

Right now we're a dead even kill

I took you for granted

I'm sorry I did it

I pushed us both off of the rails

But I want you more than anybody else

'Cause you're the garden I left behind

'Cause you're the garden I, I left behind

I chose to, I chose to, I chose to

And I got what I wanted but it feels like I'm loosing

Right now I'm a dead even kill

I took you for granted

I'm sorry I did it

I pushed us both off of the rails

And I got what I wanted but it feels like I'm loosing

Right now I'm a dead even kill

I took you for granted

I'm sorry I did it

I pushed us both off of the rails

I pushed us both off of the rails

But I want you more than anybody else