I Had a Dream My Heart Stopped Lyrics

Lately I've been sleepin

Even though I feel it creepin up on me

The end, will split me up like fine cutlery

Staring out the window, I wonder if that's enough for me

Get a hold or get a grip, either way that shits been tough for me

Blind folded, running from what I cant see

Trying to break curses and things that I cant be

I'm just trying to succeed but I feel like (who can't?) me

Eight hours I'm fully (restless)

The idea of rest itself is starting to get deceptive

I been having dreams of messages intercepted

Maybe a wire loose, it's all altering my perception

My memories getting hazy, so is the future

So I'm stuck here and now, holding together like a suture

Lately I've been sleepin

Even though I feel it creepin up on me

The end, will split me up like fine cutlery

Staring out the window, I wonder if that's enough for me

Get a hold or get a grip, either way that shits been tough for me

Blind folded, running from what I cant see

Trying to break curses and things that I cant be

I'm just trying to succeed but I feel like (who can't?) me

So I close my eyes

I ask for it to go away

Looking in the sky cause I know that he knows the way

And boom just like a Kobe shot I feel it all start to fade-away

Everything's going black now

I can feel the pain stepping back now

How can I feel at peace when my mind feels like I'm always cracked out

Think I lost my mind my marbles all got a crack now

Am I awake or am I dreaming?

There's a feeling in my chest and I see some lights started beaming

Is it almost done? I hear tea kettles steaming

Everything's slowing down

I can barely stand, my knees just hit the ground

It was all so loud, now I cant hear a sound

I got my hands where my heart should be

Tall figure, his hands tucked in his black hoodie

It's like he knows, so he reaches out to me

I cant move a muscle, my eyes asking to shout for me

He whispered (it won't hurt again)

Then I felt it all come to stop

Blood start flowing before veins started to pop

The world will see it all

He says as I get to my feet

He said (in the end we will meet)

He put his hand where my heart should be

Sent a shock through my body but it felt like something had left from me

My eyes opening up

Glued to the ceiling

Air fills my lungs

Was that the end or the beginning