Fade (Outro) Lyrics

Enova

Yea

Diggin deep thru the depths of my mind state

Just to guarantee myself I’ll never die fake

But every time that I let my soul fly away

I can feel the whole world lookin at me sideways

I can hear a voice talkin when the light fades

It’s the same one I’m hearin in my nightmares

Drowned in my own thoughts I need a life vest

Cause not a single kid in Jordan got Nike airs

So it’s life behind bars on my tombstone

Just so nobody can ask what have you done

I just wish they woulda seen where we grew up

No alarm clock waking up to the loose guns

Teachers told me that I’m too dumb

Tryna buy my mom a crib, make it out with a few bucks

Just a dude that the world can't adapt to

Just anotha Goon from the pits of the sand dunes

Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way

I can see people die

I can hear the planet cry

I can feel it drown in it's own waves

Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way

I can see people die

I can hear the planet cry

I can feel it drown in it's own waves

I’m not in tune with the memes and the chit chat

Just comin thru someone tell me where the chips at

And this ain’t freedom of speech this is gift rap

Cause I ain’t worried about the fame I’m jus tryna give back

To my hood, to the streets fulla hopeless kids

That wake up and ask god what kinda joke is this

Cause where I’m from if you make it out the orphanage

You end up sleeping on the street light start smokin cigs

Been a min since I noticed how the pen felt

I been in the lab hackin thru stem cells

Did a stint in New York - Upper East Ave

Then I hit L.A. Thai food in the beach bag

Reach back thru my memories and hit record

Laughing at the times I cried just for bein broke

I remember doin things I wasn’t supposed

I know kids got declined a loan, end up sellin dope

Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way

I can see people die

I can hear the planet cry

I can feel it drown in it's own waves

Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way

I can see people die

I can hear the planet cry

I can feel it drown in it's own waves

Can’t adapt

Can’t adjust

Can’t seem to find my way to the bank enough

I fell in love with the streets that abandoned us

And they set my brain free but my hands are cuffed

Dam

Who am I?

Lookin for a lucid eye

Tryna find out how to be true inside

Tryna find out how to not lose my mind

But I just cant seem to find a reason why