it's okay to not be okay Lyrics

I swear this week's been going on forever

I swear I just can't keep my shit together

I know there's a way out

But right now I don't know how and when I'll ever get there

Meanwhile I sit inside my room all day

And I'm looking at my phone all day

Dreaming of being far away

From this place I call my home

When the joy I feel is temporary

When the good days don't have good endings

When the nights I spend alone in my room on the floor just lead to bad habits again

But they better not see you cry

They better not see you drown in your thoughts and memories

Drown in the things that I believe to be

True

They ain't true

But it still feels like contentment is so far away

It still feels like I'll never be happy again

Oh, true

Is it true?

It feels like contentment is so far away

Tell me, will I ever be happy again?

It's just in your head

Stop thinking so negatively

I don't know what you're going through

But i can still judge the way that you're feeling

The way that you're dealing

With how rough things are at home

With how rough it's been so long

With how you look in the mirror

What you're saying, can you hear it?

Yeah I'm sure that you don't mean it but

Why can't I just be honest for a second, baby

Why can't I just be honest with myself?

Why can't I just be honest with my friends?

Why is it so hard to say

That maybe I'm not doing so well

Maybe I'm not doing so well

Maybe I'm not doing so well

It's okay to not be okay, I tell them

But I don't even believe it myself

I don't even believe it myself

Yeah, I don't even believe it myself

It's okay to not be okay I tell them

Why can't I just be honest for a second baby

Why can't I just be honest with myself

Why can't I just be honest with my friends (Oh)

I tell them

Oh