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(This is something that I wrote at 3:37 am on July 2, 2021 and I really hope it sounds Like that)

It's immense I'm under pressure it gets under my skin

I tried turning off the faucet now it's running again

And I hate I have to do this but I can't be your friend

I don't even want myself so I don't know why I've been

Trying so hard

To play pretend

I wrote the pages so I knew how it'd end

My heart's the card

You go all in

And you keep pushing cause you know that you'll win

Why can't you just let me go

Are you aware of what you're doing or you'd never know?

The time moves by so slow

But nothing's going to change I don't know why I chose

To sit and stare and this clock

And hope things go my way like they'll ever not

And I think I'm not grateful for all I got

And I've been letting myself decay and rot

This feeling never goes

This feeling never goes away

Remember all my lows

The only thing that sticks is pain

I buy myself new clothes

Hoping it'll make my day

But self deprecation shows

I love it when my sky is grey

And my skin cracks like clay

Put myself on display

Just for no one to stay

But that's okay

I'll look ahead to what I have in store

Clean up the blood from when I crash to the floor

This feeling never goes

This feeling never goes away

Remember all my lows

The only thing that sticks is pain

I buy myself new clothes

Hoping it'll make my day

But self deprecation shows

Oh no