I FOUND LOVE WHEN I SHOULDN'T HAVE Lyrics

I found love when I shouldn't have

When I first met you, I was down down bad

In another life, you might have been my wife

But in this one, I'm forced to say goodbye (goodbye)

I really wanna see you

Have the same convos that we used to (have the same convos)

But 90 miles' one hell of a drive through

One year since I hope I still know you

I hope you still know me

Like all the drinks we drank that week

Cigarettes and pool while we danced to any beat

Red and yellow, girl, we were meant to be

Till infinity

Yuh

Summer '19

I was the worst that I can ever be

I cheated on my girl with a thot from 10D

I guess I was right cause she'd then cheat on me

I then fell for this girl that was dating my cousin

I knew I shouldn't look, but God damn it, I want it

He'd treat her like shit when she didn't deserve it

I saw all her pain and I just wanted to mend it, but

I shouldn't love

If I can't trust

In myself to be the right-ight-ight one

I shouldn't love

Because I'm so

Broken on the in-in-inside

And now I know

To never try

I'll stay by myself and die-ie-ie

I missed our hellos

And failed a goodbye

Thinking of that should make me cry-y-y

But it doesn't and I'll tell you right now why

Only age eleven, I was dreaming up a suicide

2019 took all the tears I had to cry

Now I walk around dead, craving for a better life

Have you ever realized that all the parts of you that you cherish have to die?

That all the things that brought you joy was a lie?

Love only slows me down, Imma toss it aside

What's up!

I found love when I shouldn't have

When I first met you, I was down down bad

In another life, you might have been my wife

But in this one, I'm forced to say goodbye (goodbye)

I really wanna see you

Have the same convos that we used to

But 90 miles' one hell of a drive through

One year since I hope I still know you

I hope you still know me

Like all the drinks we drank that week

Cigarettes and pool while we danced to any beat

Red and yellow, girl, we were meant to be

Till infinity

Yuh

Summer '19

I was the worst that I can ever be

I cheated on my girl with a thot from 10D

I guess I was right cause she'd then cheat on me

I then fell for this girl that was dating my cousin

I knew I shouldn't look, but God damn it, I want it

He'd treat her like shit when she didn't deserve it

I saw all her pain and I just wanted to mend it, but