ThePast ft. YungBoss Lyrics

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Crowded streets empty faces Walking through the same old

Places stuck in the past it all

Happened way too fast broke as Fuck growing up smokin weed

And gettin drunk mama did it on Her own with four bad ass kids

Runnin in these streets home Alone ughh no fuckin father

Figure no fuckin fifty fifty but look

How fuckin fast his ass turned

Shifty forgive me for my wrong

Im gettin over my past to get

Where i belong and in my

Heart is empty i wish i was drivin Off in a bentley yea just give me

One good reason why i cant live

Life like the five seasons

Yung boss ughh youngest of five

Shit barely alive my heart still

Beatin but what is the reason

And as a youth i thought i was

Normal surrounded by these rich

Kids bust downs and formal shit

You know it took my mama to die To fuckin finally open my eyes

I kept my feelings low key thats

Probably why yall dont even know Me shit dont be comin at me with

Your bull shit im a eighties baby

Bitch im a misfit ughh

You know like i always said its

Flo4eva records yung boss bitch

Musicyn

You know i did some things

I'll regret till i die i was raised up in

Some hard times my mama

Did her best i know that she tried

Single mother raising five well

Four her first boy dies i never met

That brother mama said i had his

Eyes and maybe thats why she

Could never look in mine

Feelin so alone as a child who am

I took me years to figure out spent My life livin lies took me years to

Work it out pullin licks and

Gettin high runnin shit n gettin by

Skatin on the side still tryin ta be a Kid but i was goin through

Things none of my other friends Did im bout to blow my lid

God forgive me for my sins i wont Say the devil always wins pins and

Needles on my skin ya better get Up its time to fight this fight again

This cycle never ends these scars

Will never mend but i learn to live

With um they make me who

I am they make me who i am and ill

Stay fighting till the end so rest in

Peace mama i hope you finally win I think i let you down as your kid

But ill look up again just like

You always said still hear you in My head ill be on that mic again

I dont rap to impress its to get shit Off my chest old me is put

To rest finally livin at my best no Demons on my chest its like im

Dreaming its the best