Demons Lyrics

Chatter in my head

Think it's Lucifer again

Constantly wishing I had a different life instead

I regret ever believing any word you said

I feel weak, I feel useless, I don't matter yeah

Constant battles with my demons

They be beating me

Here's a thought:

They can't hurt me if I'm fucking dead

I'm truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit

They won't miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah

You t-t-t-told me you'd be here till the very end

Well I'm at mine, where you at? You a lying bitch

I fucking blamed myself for the shit you put me through

Manipulated me into feeling sorry for the shit you did

It wasn't ever really me

You knew what you was doing speaking fake love to me

Told me that I don't gotta worry, cause you'll be with me

You took the xans away to be the reason that I take em

And that's the worst part of it

You wasn't there when it came down to it

Put the act away or really act on it

What did you gain from all of the bullshit lies and the tales?

I want you to feel lost like I did but you'll never care

Chatter in my head

Think it's Lucifer again

Constantly wishing I had a different life instead

I regret ever believing any word you said

I feel weak, I feel useless, I don't matter yeah

Constant battles with my demons

They be beating me

Here's a thought

They can't hurt me if I'm fucking dead

I'm truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit

They won't miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah

I look up to the sky

As I lay in bed and cry

"Suicide is not a option", please tell me why?

"Cause you'll pass the pain to someone else"

Stop the bullshit

A person gotta care for that to even be realistic

I live a lie

Tell myself after dark there's a light

I wonder who'll post me when they find out that I'm dead

Please burn my body, I don't wanna be in a grave

In another universe, I died of old age

My whole life I been a ghost, this time you won't see me

I wish my family and wait - fuck all my "friends"

I wish someone gave the smallest shit about me yeah

And when I'm gone, if you care, please be happy, yeah

Chatter in my head

Think it's Lucifer again

Constantly wishing I had a different life instead

I regret ever believing any word you said

I feel weak, I feel useless, I don't matter yeah

Constant battles with my demons

They be beating me

Here's a thought

They can't hurt me if I'm fucking dead

I'm truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit

They won't miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah