So far away, but it's for the best ft. z3non Lyrics

Why am I so far away right now

So fucking sick of this town

I saw your face in my dreams

I saw your face in my nightmares

I don't know what to do about it

I been getting high so my mind cloudy

I been so depressed but I'm tryna fight it

Maybe I'll get better but I highly doubt it

I know you love me but it doesn't make sense

To treat me temporary as a constant defense

You held on too long so I said shit I regret

I know I'm too blame but we can't hit reset

The things we did off impulsive feelings

Have consequences and we can't ignore them

Give you the time you need as long as we're healing

But how can we fix this when it's fucked up at its stem?

Why am I so far away right now

So fucking sick of this town

I saw your face in my dreams

I saw your face in my nightmares

I don't know what to do about it

I been getting high so my mind cloudy

I been so depressed but I'm tryna fight it

Maybe I'll get better but I highly doubt it

Don't think this shit can go on for much longer

To get through your past you got to get stronger

But how can I do that when it flies in my face?

That no matter what, I always get replaced

Can't lie, many times, I was manipulative

I didn't realize it but that doesn't change shit

At least I looked back and decided I would change it

Instead of running off focused tryna frame it

Maybe I should stop caring about others

Return to my antisocial tendencies

Maybe I should just kill myself

It seems like the perfect remedy

Why am I so far away right now

So fucking sick of this town

I saw your face in my dreams

I saw your face in my nightmares

I don't know what to do about it

I been getting high so my mind cloudy

I been so depressed but I'm tryna fight it

Maybe I'll get better but I highly doubt it