My Apologies ft. BeatsByZuri Lyrics

I hope you miss me when I'm gone

Hope you can see where you went Wrong

Girl I hope that you don't

Hurt nobody else that come along

Girl your loving make me weak

It make me forget that I'm strong

Yeah

I'm stronger than give me credit for

Everyday a battle

I brush my teeth and then I go to war

You think you won the war cause You walked out the door?

You said I'm on my own

Like I never been on my own before

I wasn't scared to be alone

I just wanted you

Baby I gave you the world

That ain't enough for you

You don't got to thank me baby cause I wanted to

The fact you hate me baby

Crazy tell me baby who was there for You

When you ain't care about yourself

Tell me who cared for you

When you couldn't sleep at night

Who laid there next to you

When you couldn't help yourself

Baby who was helping you

You don't gotta thank me baby

Cause I wanted to

What if they're right about me

What if they right to doubt me

I'm to scared to take a move

You better off without me

Even when the sun shines

It's always particularly cloudy

They always tell me to be strong

There's nothing strong about me

I always push away the ones

That know the most about me

I still think about my ex

Hope she thinking bout me

Know she think I'm coming black

Always been kinda cocky

I been trying to shut the door

She better off without me

My apologies

I shouldn't talk about my ex

She wants no parts of me

Closest I ever got to love

I think that's all I need

Closest I ever got to love

So girl it's hard to leave

Closest I ever got to love

It ends up burning me

Damn

See I look for peace of mind by girl It's hard to find

Always try impressing people that Ain't worth my time

Always tried to dim my light

They never let me shine

Always trying to give to people

People take from mine

Maybe I'm pessimistic

Maybe I'm too explicit

I want to open up

I swear

Maybe I'm to conflicted

I've had people that love

Fuck with my opposition

I got nothing left to give

Don't got a pot to piss in

Yea I always talk to god

I wish I learned to listen

I've been told I'm ungrateful for the Things I'm given

What you say and what I'm told Always so contradicting

You told me everyone the same

He told me I was different

One day I hope I'll stop bitching and Finally count my blessings

Till then I'm stuck with my anxiety And my depression

I'm stuck with dark clouds as far as I Can see

Stuck between who I am and who I Want to be

It's the people that I love that got the Best me

I'm scared that if I open up

That you'd think less of me

And you'll leave like the rest

And won't think twice about me

And all the plans we made together Still go on without me

Just the thought of moving on makes It hard to breathe

Every single memory weighing Heavily

Still got love for after all that you did To me

And after all I did to you Is that hard To believe

My apologies

I shouldn't talk about my ex

She wants no parts of me

You said you love me to death

I guess that's why you left

Oops

There I go again talking bout my ex Girl

My apologies

I shouldn't talk about my ex

She wants no parts of me