4give Yourself Lyrics

I said I'm sorry I hope than I'm forgiven

I did a lotta things that's the reason my heart is heavy

I'm asking for forgiveness from myself, I'm hurting

I don't blame nobody but me, I know it's crazy

I missed out on a lot because my mind is over thinking

And my mind is pessimistic and my heart don't want a keeper

I don't really trust nobody coz this world is really evil

I keep thinking bout the people, what they go say if I'm bleeding

Trust issues, got me thinking, everyone got bad intentions

I got pride, I hate regret, before they hurt me, let me hurt em

Different day, different bitch, get respected in street

I don't care about my soul, I want somebody in my sheets

But...

Sex is deep it's sacred and it's very serious

Soul bonding with bitches now I'm fighting their demons

I can't even recognize who I see mirror

My soul is restless fighting things I can't never mention

Not that I'm ashamed, I really don't know what's Henninin

I really wish I find the answers to the things I'm facing

Sometimes I wonder how the fuck I get into depression

Because I'm happy I'm content, but something is missing

I feel happy, I feel mad, feel angry, feel sad

Mixed emotions in a minute what the fuck you call that?

Then I noticed ohh man I lost a part myself

To the walls of the pussies of pretty girls in my bed

I know a girl, who got raped man it's all sad

She was fighting so hard while this nigga is forcing himself

She don't understand how the fuck she enjoyed the sex

It was supposed to be painful but she enjoyed instead

She really had an orgasm, she don't know how it happened

Her body really betrayed her

She's traumatised and she's hurting

She feels dirty and most of all can't forgive herself

How can she fight and then let her body react like that

Somethings don't make no sense beyond control sis

Forced orgasm is something you can't control sis

Please forgive yourself for the things you don't know

Because you feeling like you are somebody that you don't really know

People are fucked up, 2 faced, fuckin animals

You can't even talk to nobody can't your Justice

Somethings we can never change but for what it's worth

I know you been through a lot, but at least forgive yourself

20 Whole summers I lived judging my past

20 Whole summers I spent having regrets

20 Whole winters experiencing the bad

20 Whole winters I really hated myself

But...

I said I'm sorry I hope that I'm forgiven

All the things I did can never be changed but really

We can learn a lot from all the mistakes that we making

Be the better people for ourselves and our families

Either way, ain't nobody got a manual of this life

How to live and don't get got

Ain't nobody is a saint

But everybody got a heart, meaning everybody love, meaning everything is love

Meaning you deserve the love