Looking Glass Lyrics

I am a liar

I am a cheat

There's nothing to me

What could I be

All the fire's died in me

I want somebody to help me

One more time

So much confusion

So much concern

This blessing's a curse

When will I learn

There's nowhere for me to go

There's nowhere for me to turn to

Not this time

I know what I am

It's all so futile

I know I'm a burden

If only I tried a little more

If only I was sensible

If only I made something worth the trouble I went through

If only I was valuable

Then maybe I'd feel full of hope

There's got to be more to me than the hand I was dealt with

Useless all the same

Is this my fate

Or is it bad luck

Nothing is going the way that I planned

I'm not who I used to be

But did I change for the better

I'm not sure

Where am I going

This is too hard

I knew that it was too good to be true

The weight of the world can be way too much for me to handle

Let me think

If I just

Breathe

If I just

Breathe

I know what I am

I'm a burden

If only I tried a little more

If only I was sensible

If only I made something worth the trouble I went through

If only I was valuable

Then maybe I'd feel full of hope

There's got to be more to me than the hand I was dealt with

Useless all the same