THE MESS I'VE MADE Lyrics

Give me one second of peace

Fuck your lust, I play for keeps

And fuck the crowd, they fucking sheep

Ain't slowing down just cause it's steep

We making bounds and fucking leaps

If you shade me, be discreet

I'll fucking snap and there'll be heat

They disrespect me and my name

But when I'm gone, still ask for me

Is it me or why you acting so lame now

Is it me or all these games are the same now

Gotta say that it's a fucking big shame how

They only see the power in the name and the fame now

Fresh moonlight on September

I might skate, roll jays

Maybe check the weather

It might rain, not phased

Cause it's for the better

Said your girl is only gonna hurt you if you let her

Blank thoughts, blank face

Big heart, waste space

My time you take, I can't think straight

I run, I chase, pop a bottle on the way

Tell me what you gotta say

I'll be the mess I've made

Brain is flashing, mental capture

Harmful flashback cause he bashed her

Gentle grief, her trust is crashing

Leave her weak, then say it's passion

Now she's sit down at the station

Scribbling lyrics on her paper

These bitches say she's basic

But don't even know what made her

She don't need no one to save her

Got myself and that I swear

Save that toxic shit for later

Lose my mind and say a prayer

I don't fuck with lies or traitors

Fuck this matrix simulator

I'm my own fucking creator

Is it me or why you acting so lame now

Is it me or all these games are the same now

Gotta say that it's a fucking big shame how

They only see the power in the name and the fame now

Fresh juice, I hate spaghetti

I might skate, might come round if you let me

I might wait, might say please don't forget me

Let's dance, let's play that song Black Betty

Blank thoughts, blank face

Big heart, waste space

My time you take, I can't think straight

I run, I chase, pop a bottle on the way

Tell me what you gotta say

I'll be the mess I've made

I'm not afraid

The pain will fade