Loaded Questions Lyrics

First off let me say that I'm the biggest hypocrite

Know I be running games and you sick of it

Young nigga love hard but it got me running quick

'Cause I fear what's to come from the sum of this

She asks me why I never seem to spare her time

Hmm that's a loaded question but I got a confession yea

What if I'm chasing expectations that'll never be reached

What if I'm in front of a wall that has yet to be breached

What if the foundation rocky need something concrete

When I look at you I see the rose that had bloomed from the streets

What if I been underperforming 'cause I'm over my head

What if I been plotting reactions to the words you never said

Like I love you

Like what if my feelings don't equate

Or better yet what if you hit me talking bout you late

I tend to think about the man I'd be in the moment of truth

Got me reflecting on my time as a youth

Back to a time when all I cared about was finding myself

Maybe it ain't me failing you it's bout me failing myself

And every time you say my name you shake the paradigm

Choose you over a pair of dimes

Heart could never align with the logic in my mind

Yet our souls intertwine

Probably why we in this love bind

She asks me why I never spare her time

And why I never made her time to make her mine

She asks me why I never spare her time

Mmm well excuse me lil lady I been really thinking lately

And a nah I don't wanna go that deep

Probably shouldn't go that deep

Why you wanna go that deep

We should never go that deep

I don't wanna go that deep

I can't seem to get you out my mind

Probably shouldn't go that deep

I can't seem to love you like you'd like

Why you wanna go that deep

Part of me strays away

Part of me wanna give you mine

We should never go that deep

But I can't seem to no no

She said why it's like I'm sitting on a bench nigga

Got bitches swinging for your love and I'm the pinch hitter

We reach first base then you let the fear build up

That's when I feel the bass then I let the beat build up

I get lost in these songs and find you in every line

Imagine if I let you in how you'd control the mind

You sprinting towards the love but self love's a marathon

And I ain't got a hand on mine I'm just trying to heal the mind

Can you hear me

The heart grows fonder when you ain't near me

But Ima call your presence home when I'm ready

I just need you to allow me to figure who I am alone

And every time you say my name you shake the paradigm

Choose you over a pair of dimes

Heart could never align with the logic in my mind

Yet our souls intertwine

Probably why we in this love bind

She asks me why I never spare her time

And why I never made her time to make her mine

She asks me why I never spare her time

Mmm well excuse me lil lady I been really thinking lately

And a better question you could probably ask me is why I don't love me

Tell me how I'm supposed to love you if I don't love me

Yea I don't love me

Well excuse me lil lady