November Lyrics

Lie to my self

When I say it's okay

I feel held down

And I can't get away from the silent

Silent screams I can hear

Fall like leaves now

Now that winter is here

I pray you will change someday

You're so cold

Like the season

Yeah you led me astray

I need the strength to escape

Running from something

Chasing the sun just to see

If I can wake up

If this could all be a dream

My heart has been perished

By the one that I cherished

And that's the hardest thing to admit to myself

The bruises and embarrassment

They fail in comparison

To scars you can not see inside

And will to get help

But I won't

I won't stay quiet anymore

Running from something

Chasing the sun just to see

If I can wake up

If this could all be a dream

In this skin that you left me in

Running from something

Running from something

Even though it's said and done

There's the gaslight

And it's burning

Such a burden

Running from something

Chasing the sun just to see

If I can wake up

If this could all be a dream

In this skin that you left me in

Running from something

Running from something

But now it's clear to see

That person wasn't me

It's just who you the artist sketched and sculpted me to be

Your heartless masterpiece

The stress that you release

Dissect me piece by piece