No Hope Here Lyrics

In a flat going back and forth like racket ball

Fuck a dream all they ever chasin' is packs of raw

I saw a baggy in her cupboard - what was that all for?

Questioning myself like i don't even know my self no more

Holding up my head - I feel like sinking but that's overboard

Still living off these rations - I feel like Im bout’ to go to war

Everybody keep lying to my face but they never show remorse

I doubt myself with everything I try coz i get low support

Think of all that wasted time I barely coped at all

She said that she'd be round at 5 - I still don't know the score

She's playing games - I put up walls around me I don't throw the ball

I'm keeping to myself coz theres no one with me when i go to court

Cats will say they got your back but the fact is that's mostly talk

Drugs the only thing they phone me for so I get low patients

Homies hand me benzo's and I swear they know I don't take em

How’d i get this low down - Im feeling like i won't make it

Bones aching- I can feel my hands and legs are both shaking

Scratching like a fiend with a note and some coke waiting

Theres no way they wanna know my thoughts before I go to sleep

Im looking for some help that I won't find coz I bin low for weeks

I spoke to people - even doctors said that there’s no hope for me

Im over this I feel like I can't focus like a hopeless fiend

Said Im over this - I feel like I can't focus like a hopeless fiend

There's gotta be a reason it turned out like this

Only got me and myself to blame

Treating everybody like a piece of shit

I hate that Im stuck in my selfish ways

Stuck at the bottom with no help to chase

No bucks in my pocket and no funds to pay

Looking like I need to eat a hundred steaks

Im underweight from drugs I take and can't numb the pain

Everyone around me looking at me like Im not the same

But half those cats are off their face from rock and cane

Options change and everybody got a bone to pick - I know their ways

I don't think ill ever get a sober day

Thats fucked up- I need to learn how to cope with pain

This path that I took is a hard road to take

I put that on myself- I got no one to blame

Naahhh - Theres no one to blame but myself

I don't even know what I could say for some help

I swear that Im breaking inside from the pain that I felt

Take my advice- you don't wanna live a life like this

I bin taken them L’s

Day after day I don't see nothin else