Human Condition, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Fighting these thoughts in my head loud

Decay in my mind I'm a mess now

I wish the thought of you wouldn't weigh me down

I wish I could just love while I'm still around

All of this mess

Not ready for this

Time to get rid of all that I miss

All that was a miss

Faded I'm blind, not happy inside

Strange how I'm wired, not something I hide

I sang fireflies so why ain't it right now

Trying to fight but nothing in sight, no

All of my tries

That's all in my mind

Yes it's still me

Check my beliefs

Taking my time though

Not in disguise

All my thoughts keep getting loud though

Why do I lie, look at the time, fixing what I broke

25 still guessing

If I kept my head would I still believe

Would I be somewhere and just say that it was meant to be

God I'm still saying you're all that I wanna see

All of these Phases

Try and erase it

Lost now

What now

Fighting these thoughts in my head loud

Decay in my mind I'm a mess now

I wish the thought of you wouldn't weigh me down

I wish I could just love while I'm still around

All these thoughts

All of these lies

Am I alive

Slave to my why's

Look at the time

Just passing me by

I don't know if I could ever high

Ruling and reigning like they tell me how

Praying these feelings, they break my soul

Trying to live without these regrets

I don't know why I

I breathe them in yeah yeah

When I'm just running for more

All of these Phases

Try and erase it

Lost now

What now

Trying erase it

But you wouldn't save me

I wish I could erase it