LETTER 2 GAP Lyrics

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First date

Met up in the parking lot

Mid spring you was still looking awfully hot

You got in and stole my heart on the spot

Didn't even shoot yo shot

And you already had me awed

Yeah

I rolled up

Got you some coffee

Pulled up to the crib and put that pussy in a coffin

Ha

And then I showed you a couple songs

It was Just some old shit but you told me I was raw

I took you back cause your momma caught you skipping

I know we just met but I was already missing

Your voice your smell

Your touch

Your hair

I knew I had to get you back

I knew I had to blow your cell

Ha, oh shit

And then I remember we was meeting up on the low cause your momma couldn't find out about me

Or your ex

Which I thought was weird, but I chose to ignore it

I was just here for the ride

Then you was leaving for college, got back with your ex cause he would be closer

And then I said I give y'all two weeks

And then what happened?

This what happened

The two weeks went by

You called on FaceTime

Said you was done with him

Foreal this time

I gave you another chance

Gave our love another dance

Then we walking Walgreens with each other in our hands

I fell for you

Spent a week up in your crib

Went broke and in debt

Even thinking of a kid

Wasn't nothing serious

But you had me curious

Like I want you in my life

But I'm Talking marriages

Yea

I never felt this way before

With my ex 5 years and never

Had this goal

You was something different

Like In life you was missing

So when I finally had you

I felt ready for my mission

And I was already really set with you cause

I ain't want kids and

You don't want kids

And we agreed on a finger monkey and a dog

And the dog was a pit

That was cool

I let you meet my momma

Let you use my commas

I should've gave you nothing when I found out bout the drama

New Years drinking and popping pills

Almost killed yourself and never told me how you feel

You kept to yourself

Even when I opened up

Your legs opened wide

Always asking baby can we fuck

Baby girl I should've known

Since the day we met you been used me as a hoe

It's ok tho

I'm getting too ahead

Remember all our convos

When we laid up in your bed

Went on real dates

Ex girls would killed for

Then your momma found out

Bout my music and my kin folk

So then your mom thought it was my fault you almost OD'd on New Years

When it was her that was there taking care of you

I wasn't even there

I don't even drink like that let alone pop pills

But I Couldn't give up

Even if it did suck

Momma took your phone

Your laptop

And your home

Said you had to kiss up

Get up on her good side

For you to even see me

Had to come up with some good lies

Then you ran away with me

Didn't last long cause they knew you would with me

Should've called the cops for causing a whole scene

Should've called the cops what you did to me

Kept on texting on the low

Used your tv cause you didn't have a phone

Then our birthdays came around

Showed up and I made a sound

And your momma made you cut me off and I said I see you around

And that was that

I ain't hear from you in like

8 months

I didn't know how you were doin

The damage I done

You just left me in the dark

Blocked me on all social media

Telling your friends you tryna cut me off cause I'm crazy

Like your momma ain't a over controlling sociopath who walks all over you and your dad

But Shoutout to your dad for putting up with it tho

Cause I know your momma pussy game crazy for anyone to put a ring on it

But I know how it goes

You end up dating your parents

And since I'm not a soft ass pussy who lets you talk to me crazy and tell me what to do

It makes sense why you went back to your ex

I'm not bitter, I'm petty

All you had to do was tell me to fuck off

Not sell me lies of us working out once you finessed your parents out a new car and new phone

I was down for you

But girl I'm living life

You stuck in the same bullshit lifestyle you claimed to hate with a passion

I'm here chasing my passion

It's all love tho I can't pretend I never had that for you

I'm just upset you built like a clown

You could do better

Stop living a lie

See the thing about growing up is that it comes with time

You ain't mine

But you all up in my mind

Words I never got to say to you

Letter to GAP

Lover Boy Lu

Lu Lu Lu

Lu Lu Lu