Fuck Up ft. INFANINE Lyrics

I ain't form the hood

I ain't from the projects

I come from a place where healthcare's an option

Where you make a future for yourself before it's even started

Oh mama I wanna be a pilot

I wanna be a nurse

I wanna make a difference to break us from the curse

Of our generation

Hold up

But society will tell you you a fuck up

That it will never work out

That's all you'll ever be

Best forget your dreams

It's all a fantasy anyway

But who's gonna take control of your mind

You let it loose into a strangers grip

What a time we live in

But who's gonna save your soul this last time

You let it loose into a strangers grip

Oh my

Yeah you gon' fuck up

Yeah you gon' trip

But so did your daddy and he got over it

So leave it all to karma

Eliminate your trauma quick

In the grip of a hypocrite mind

No privilege of the innocent life

Mine stripped at a mere young five nigga

Can't lie nigga won't lie nigga

I was

Molested, neglected

Development arrested

Ego, contested

Phobic, erected

Toxic, tested

Reflected, correct it

Find yourself in the message

Resistance, deflect it

Battles won no one else

I'm my best friend and biggest enemy

I got the gift to be self aware

But self destruction is a tendency

And I was made to be responsible

Or suffer hell through my regrets

That decision never seemed optimal

My life path straight through committed steps

Bet I never fold when the goal is big

Dreams too large they disrespect

Can't conceive my energy

I'm tuning out while they disconnect

Loves real but the dollars big and desires strong it ain't hard to get

Peep the picture, fuck the scripture

I seek mine with unique intent

Gut suspension, heart redemption

No sleep nights with a mind that's bent

Dream my life into existence

Speak my truth I manifest

Yeah you gon' fuck up

Yeah you gon' trip

But so did your daddy and he got over it

So leave it all to karma

Eliminate your trauma quick