The Dark Place Lyrics

I see the pain yo eyes

I know what you trying hide

I know that you gave up on living

I know that you wish that you'd die

Risky decisions

You think about all the children

You think about who would miss you

Crazy how people dismiss you

Crazy how simple it is, to show that with you and don't

Might leave a text or a note

You spill yo heart and they joke

Leave you out on the floor

Looking for clearance in smoke

Getting so high that you scared of what's waiting below

The ones you let closest betrayed you

You done been hit every angle you praying God send me angel

Look for the sign that there's more to this story of mine and I'm angry

If you so real then just save me

Can't understand why you made me

Lacking a purpose I'm aimless

Never content and I'm worthless

The pleasure and riches not changing these issues I'm facing

I need some help cause I'm fading away and I'm hating each day that I live with this race

Of the evil and heartless you made me apart of

I'm trying my hardest I'm weak and I'm starting to give up

Yeah

I had enough

Swear I'm done

I been in the dark for months

Maybe even years

Either way my time is up

Either way I don't see another way

All I see is pain on the paths laid

Just another grain in the vast sands that will cascade

Through the palm of yo hands to the dark places I go

I didn't want to reach this low

Now look at how far I've gone

Is too late my save my soul

(Is it too late)

Is it too late

Is too late to make this known

Am I through

Did I out grow my pain or no

Been broke down

Old frown still ain't gone from years ago

Whole world shrouded over

Just a loner

Looking for a soul to hold on to

Too alone

Way too vulnerable

Open wounds that I just lay in front of you

Gave my love to you and you ain't love me too

All you got me in and all you put me through

Earth can lose my name

(Earth can lose my name)

Let me loose from pain

God undo the chains

This a losing game

(This a losing game)

I don't need the fame

But I need a change

They can't see my flame

I can't breathe I can't

I can't even think

Am I even saved

I can't even pray

I just bleed and drain

I just feel insane

I just need to

Fall to pieces

My greatest weakness

Is me I see I can't break these demons

By myself

I yell, I scream pleading

Give me reason

Reason with me in this season

I'm professing

My depression

My obsession death can't comprehend it

I suppress my stress and my distressing

SOS my health can't help the helpless

If my time was now then I'd accept it

If I lose myself

Selfish or selfless

If I end it all

Then that's Omega

Since The End I lost

My drive to tell ya

All my cries that cried out

Christ was there when I

Dropped tears I fell

Can't hide my failures

Tried to run away but you sought me

I was lost and not in vain because it taught me

I was on the edge of offing it was often

Hard for me soften all the hate I hearkened

To yo word and broke my heart cause it was hardened

I had learned that righteousness was still an option

I observed yo light when I was in the darkness

You told me to fight for life and yeah it fought me

Call it sparring cause the battles taught me pain is all required

That's the path you laid

And that's the way you brought me

Just a grain of sand that fall into the darkness

To the darker places

Getting in is costly

Just a grain of sand that fall into the darkness

Fall into it desire

Fall into it farther

Just a grain of sand that fall into the darkness

Fall into the fire

Falling from the Father

Just a grain of sand that fall into the darkness

To the darker place I fell until you caught me

I waited patiently for the Lord

He put my feet upon a rock, and he made my steps secure

And he put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise, to my God

Many will see and put their trust in the Lord

One of the things the Lord is doing in the darkness of your life

Is fitting you to bear more fruitful witness to His mercies when you come out