Emotions Lyrics

I just need some time, I'm trying to think straight

I just need a moment in my own space

Ask me how I'm doing, I say ok

Yeah, but ain't that what they all say?

Sometimes I think back to the old days

In appointments, conversations with the old me

Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me

I wish somebody would've told me

I like to think I've got a switch

That turns off my emotions

I haven't got a button I can press when I'm hoping

To forget about a girl that has left me fucking broken

That's partly my own fault cuz I don't understand devotion

I'm shaking as I'm writing this, I can't believe you're gone

I was dreaming of a future in a place where we belong

And that place is together, this is more than just a song

I still believe we're meant to be together, tell me am I wrong?

It's been over 7 days and now it's getting to a point

Where we're never coming back, that's despite I might destroy

My whole life and everyone inside just to get employed

As the one that owns your heart again, I can't learn to enjoy

Life as a single man, everybody knows

I can try my best to ignore all the pain but it shows

And everybody sees that I'm a broken man alone

Thought I was dealing with an angel but the devil has arose

I swear to god I'll never let a girl near me again

I'm lucky I can write down my emotions with a pen

I'm lucky I got friends that understand or I'd be dead

You had me thinking suicidal thoughts inside my bed

I know I made mistakes but you're fucking with my head

Nobody will love you like I do, no disrespect

I've never felt these feelings, yes I'm never at my best

But I'm contemplating ending it and turning walls to red

I swear to god I'll never let a girl near me again

I'm lucky I can write down my emotions with a pen

I'm lucky I got friends that understand or I'd be dead

You had me thinking suicidal thoughts inside my bed

I know I made mistakes but you're fucking with my head

Nobody will love you like I do, no disrespect

I've never felt these feelings, yes I'm never at my best

But I'm contemplating ending it and turning walls to red

I just need some time, I'm trying to think straight

I just need a moment in my own space

Ask me how I'm doing, I say ok

Yeah, but ain't that what they all say?

Sometimes I think back to the old days

In appointments, conversations with the old me

Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me

I wish somebody would've told me

Despite all of the pain, all I think about is you

Tell me that you love me, tell me what I'm gonna do

Cuz everything is hurting and I haven't got clue

How to live this fucking life when it's not including you

Baby turn around, I have broken down

I am on the verge of death, I wish that you could see me now

And it's so embarrassing the way I'm acting out

Mixing my own family with problems, this is fucking hell

You've probably moved on and you're probably too far

But I can't escape your face, everywhere I turn to glance

I see you in my brain, I can see your fucking name

Now I think I am insane, just look through the glass

I can't find love and I'm just sick of it

The one time that I have it in the hands, it's illegitimate

If I see you with another guy, I will commit

We both know you were texting other guys, I didn't give a shit

I swear to god I'll never let a girl near me again

I'm lucky I can write down my emotions with a pen

I'm lucky I got friends that understand or I'd be dead

You had me thinking suicidal thoughts inside my bed

I know I made mistakes but you're fucking with my head

Nobody will love you like I do, no disrespect

I've never felt these feelings, yes I'm never at my best

But I'm contemplating ending it and turning walls to red

I swear to god I'll never let a girl near me again

I'm lucky I can write down my emotions with a pen

I'm lucky I got friends that understand or I'd be dead

You had me thinking suicidal thoughts inside my bed

I know I made mistakes but you're fucking with my head

Nobody will love you like I do, no disrespect

I've never felt these feelings, yes I'm never at my best

But I'm contemplating ending it and turning walls to red

I just need some time, I'm trying to think straight

I just need a moment in my own space

Ask me how I'm doing, I say ok

Yeah, but ain't that what they all say?

Sometimes I think back to the old days

In appointments, conversations with the old me

Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me

I wish somebody would've told me