Cold Lyrics

Oh my God, it hurts

My life feels like it holds no meaning

And I cannot keep up at this pace

I question my worth

But I feel like this is going nowhere

They'll always love you when you are dead

And it won't get out my head

I've never felt so alone

I feel so sick and empty inside

Where have all my feelings gone?

Another flaw I must embrace

I'm so cold

I'm so cold

Home is where you feel most safe and sound

Away from all your harm

But where can I call my home

If I don't feel safe in my own damn head?

Oh, father, is it my turn to die?

I never asked you to save me

'Cause where the fuck were you

When I cried and prayed for you every night

But when I wished for death

He was immediately at my door?

Slit my wrists again so I can feel

Slit my wrists again to see if I still bleed

There's constant ringing in my head

The paranoia wants me dead

You're gonna fail is what dad said

Well I'm gonna give you what you want

Don't look at me, it's not my fault

And God if you want me

Then come and fucking get me

What the fuck are you waiting for?

I'm bleeding out fast

I've been through all this shit before

You left me so fucking cold

The emptiness pains me inside

I hope my departure won't hurt

So please remember the better times

I'm so cold

I'm so cold