The Only One ft. Dillon Chase Lyrics

There was links I was clicking

Adrenaline rush at it's peak through my fingertips

I got so deep, used to browse in public, did I mention?

There was such a hunger and thirst that couldn't be quenched if questioned

Snapping mental images 'til I soaked up enough

Early riser I would fall every morning before I got up

Man I'm talking 'bout shame upon my head

Stains upon the bed ain't nothin' you could say, that's how I thought I was made as a Man

Imagine seeing your child stripped of all innocence

Found the stash underneath bath towels, no coincidence

Age twelve, magazine's depicted explicit pictures

Whether I said it, I thought it, I did it I did it!

Used to get my fix often and never spoke much

Couldn't connect with females it was so rough

Thought she was my wife, but it was just one night, there was no love

And still this emptiness remains feels like I'm the only one

Nights burning hot and days so cold

Fighting urges off, don't want to feel this pain no more

Cuz I'm searching, not sure which way to go

Tired of lurking in the dark and I feel so alone

If only I knew what I'd be going through

Before I chose to move, what am I gonna do (am I the only one?)

In the blink of an eye I'm fighting these demons inside with no peace of mind

Feelin chopped from all sides like a piece of a pizza I'm sliced

Now I can say I felt the fire

Watching them triple X shows I'm exposed now that's my title

Folks don't remember nothing good 'bout me

In this pursuit towards redemption I see that some would doubt me

But, but I'm not focused on what the world will say

I know I need to change my life don't wanna live in this world the same way

So concerning my wrong if I was to issue a statement

I would say I'm seeking help now and what I did to you I hate it

Need to make right what isn't since the stories been written

Gotta move forward with my life please wait just listen

Understand I made a mistake and I need to make a difference

Was once ashamed, but no longer a slave to my addiction

I'm finally free, but still in need of your forgiveness

To reconcile with those I'm hurting apology submitted

Nights burning hot and days so cold

Fighting urges off don't want to feel this pain no more

Cuz I'm searching, not sure which way to go

Tired of lurking in the dark and I feel so alone

If only I knew what I'd be going through

Before I chose to move, what am I gonna do (am I the only one?)

Don't twist what I said, don't get misled stay your head on His word, get fed

If it wasn't for His grace we should all be dead

Everybody make mistakes praise God, He bled

You in that dirt, you in that dark you ain't tryin' to see that light

You fall head first, but still at heart don't have no peace at night

Yeah yeah yeah Jesus Christ, okay, I say that name

Cuz He's the one that we can come to, to take our stains

It ain't my aim to excuse the grace we abuse face that shame

But look deeper and find forgiveness from those games you played

The devil is gonna accuse you

Your flesh is gonna abuse you

The spirit within convicts us of sin but then He's gonna renew you

Woooh, grace grounds us so humility will surround us

And none of us deserve to hear the one who wrote His Word and receive the love that Found us

So mount up and get rite back

Time to fight shine light at

Every lie the devil's disguise we ready to ride and fight that

Recite facts we standin' in Christ the Lamb who gave life despite acts

From the damaging type and He handed His life paid a scandalous price for my past, Ugh!

Step by step it's a process

And day to day we strive for progress

So get back up if you fall, do not quit

Place your trust in Christ and hold onto His promise

So now that you know there's a love for your soul

You are not alone, you are not alone

It's hard being scorned when your hearts bleeding torn

But regardless of the storm I will place my trust in the Lord

And put God over porn, put God over porn

It's hard being scorned when your hearts bleeding torn

But regardless of the storm I will place my trust in the Lord

And put God over porn, put God over porn