Ashtray Lyrics

Somewhere far away

I know that you still call my name

Synchronized so I can feel your pain

Ptsd got me so deranged

So traumatized from all the heartbreaks

Memorized but now it's astray

Love burnt in the ashtray

Traumatized

Memorized

Words that seemed to flash before my eyes

All my life

Felt Mesmerized

Now I'm dead inside

Still wondering why

Easier said than done

I thought you were the one

I thought you were the one

But it was me all along

And I told you to be strong

Not knowing what I did was wrong

Promised you the moon Armstrong

Back in 07 James Bond

I know I messed up I accept that

But the devil had me worked up I regret that

Pain in my tears

I am so scared

Losing someone that was once right there

I took you for granted

I mislead

I know I did you wrong

I accept

Shadows in my room

I'm upset

The way I miss you

Emotions can't be kept

Reminiscing daily bout the times we had

Everytime I think of us I just get sad

Playing mind games in my head

I know I should be thinking of you instead

You instead

Somewhere far away

I know that you still call my name

Synchronized so I can feel your pain

Ptsd got me so deranged

So traumatized from all the heartbreaks

Memorized but now it's astray

Love burnt in the ashtray