Rose Quartz / Rhodonite Lyrics

I used to think about the ways that I could lose myself

Pain didn't define me

But it destroyed

Everything I built

Everyone consoled me

Told me

In time you'll heal

But I felt nothing

Then I didn't even try to feel

But time revealed its own plan

For me to learn to be a better man

Accept the circumstance

Accept who I am

Someone who won't waste his only chance

But they say it takes two to dance

Yeah

When we met I took a second glance

But when you spoke, I did respect your stance

We had walked the same broken path

When I'm present with you, I forget the past

Then I heard your smile and I saw your laugh

Tried to deny the fact

If friendship is all we had

And this chapter was our last

Would I be content with that

No

If I have one opportunity to make you happy, how could I pass up on that

Yo

I appreciate the label and definition

But I don't want to tame you or set your limits

Your eyes are kaleidoscopes

When I look into them, now I'm star gazing

Your mind opened mine to hope

And now

I forgot what heartache is

I forgot what heartache is

Baby, you got my heart racing, yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Struggling to find words

I can say that I'm hurt

But I can't play the victim, cause what I put you through is worse, damn (damn)

Should have been there for you

With how much I really cared for you

Be patient and understanding is what I should be there to do, yeah

I'm recognizing my faults

Recollecting now to find out the cause

Insecurities that I got involved

Looking on back, I see all that it cost

I said I'm here recognizing my faults

Recollecting now to find out the cause

Insecurities that I got involved

Looking on back, I see all that it cost

Missing the way your hands curled up in mine

Miss you begging me to tell you surprises

Stare at the moon, tryna find where the time went

Look in the stars, all I see is your eyes

Love how we go singing Yeezy to show tunes

And the way you'd say baby I know you

When you see there's some shit that I'm going through

Miss the way you'd feel right when I hold you

I'd be remiss if I didn't mention

Despite it not being my intention

I still hurt you, so there's no exception

My apologies, baby, I meant it

And I still know that you care

You'd always be right, despite not playing fair

Loving the way your nails run through my hair

Or the way your face would scrunch up right when you stare

Making changes, gotta stay true

Cause I simply cannot replace you

The only person on this planet that I could relate to

Cause you get me

You really get me

I'll be waiting 'til you're ready

And I'm here whenever you'd let me in, yeah

Love the way you use emojis

The way you squeeze tight when you hold me

Call me lame, when I know that you joking

Never forget the night that you told me

I love you, babe

Yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I love you, babe

Yeah, yeah

Damn

It's crazy how

A last minute switch up

Could change fucking everything like

Shit

But I recognize exactly what

The problem here is and

I know that it's me and

It's a lot of insecurities that I really gotta just, just power through and

I realize that I let my fear of losing you

Push you away

To the point that you

Well... you not even here, but... yeah