Existential crisis Lyrics

Existential crisis - Temmie Ovwasa

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If I’m safe till I’m 30, will I buy a Mercedes’

Or get locked up before I make it

I live by just deed philosophy, I don’t think this people understand me

I’m tryna break it down a bit, if I shackle on the beat

Will they understand what I’m saying

Cos I think I’m wasting my time singing my mind

I need to rewind yeee

A li e ku sa tari ku sa te ri a a li ku se tari e

A li e ku se ta, li eku se ta, e ri ku sa tari e

Iye me mo n jagun

Mo jagun oju orun

Iye me mo n jagun

Mo jagun oju aye

Iye me mo jagun

Mo ma jagun ilu eko oo

When you said that I was gonna make it in life

You never said it will take so long

I don’t get excited about nothing anymore

And heaven knows I’ve lost count of all the calls that I’ve ignored

The music speaks to me but it doesn’t leave me breathless

And I stopped dreaming big, I dream I don’t care what the size is

Wish I could say the same thing about my waistline or my bank account

But they do their thing in their own time

The shadows hunting me don’t seem to know when to stop

They take no days off, I don’t seem to know where to run

Every morning I put a gun to my throat and try to pull the trigger

My therapist said I should fight, don’t let the thoughts linger

So I stopped picking his phone calls or asking if he’s fine

If I’ve got to cry and I need a shoulder,I’ve got mine.