Coals Lyrics

Copious amounts of weed help me get in tune with me

Wake me from this fever dream

Screws loose since before screwing loosely

Pull up to you 2am with half a tank of fuel in

I was living foolishly

And that's before the lucy almost had me in the looney bin

Second times a charm, choke or go through with shit

That I was never fluent in

But ain't no more golden opportunity

To gain immunity

From fuckers booing me for doing me

Living for once

Usually I be coolin, see

Used to be you get in my way and I'm prolly moving

But now I'm like what the fuck is it you think you're doing?

Tryna get outside of boundaries I didn't set

Living a lifetime letting these parasites decide what's next

No shit its second nature to be walking on eggshells

Living hell talking bout all's fair that ends well

Used to be so hopeless

Now I try to keep focused on the shit I can control

Like making something hot outta something cold

So if you seeing steam know I'm in here burning coals

Tryna express the only truth I truly know

Tryna export only the shit that touch my soul

Running on both and I'm still slow

Took a long ass time to get growing

But I can admit I'm still picking up pieces

Not to mention more than snippets than a seamstress

And voice memos never getting better takes

Lesson resting on the other side of the mistakes

Care less if you see it and keep overwriting the tapes

Little branch sometimes far reaching

Just gotta do your best to make sense the reason

No one else to do it for you so it's open season

Paint freehand or take up believing

Life beauty leave you weeping

Or leave you curled up in the fetal

What you sewing gotta reap it

I was tryna get the thread right

At least that's what I told myself to justify the rare releases

At the least had to clean off these headlights

Can't see shit, I used to be hella bright

Gotta get it set up back to beaming and then speed off in the dead of night

Like ain't gon be no better life

Know that only in the present can you get it right

So take a breath, okay to be scared

Just cause we don't know when don't mean that we not getting there

Yeah, don't mean that we not getting there

Just cause we don't know when don't mean that we not getting there

Just cause we don't when

Used to be so hopeless

Now I try to keep focused on the shit I can control

Like making something hot outta something cold

So if you seeing steam know I'm in here burning coals

Tryna express the only truth I truly know

Tryna export only the shit that touch my soul

Running on both and I'm still slow

Took a long ass time to get growing

But I can admit I'm still going