The Negative Lyrics

Every time I wake up, I just wanna scream

Couldn't get the finer so I enjoy simple things

Wishing that I could have took a different fuckin' path

When I fall asleep this is what I have Suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams

Staring at the world life ain't really how it seems

I won't get no tattoos, the scars help me see

What I went and been through you do not know me

Swallow hella pills so I cannot wake again

Starting to think Mary Jane will be my only friend

Give me a full dose of heroin

Thinking if they bring me back I'll overdose again

Aiming a 9 mm at my fuckin' brain

Some say I need help, put him in a straight-jacket

Didn't like the rules I went against the grain

She didn't think a skinny lanky nigga would be packin'

This is for the depressed ones who wanna stay at home

They don't want to talk so they turned off their phones

Most important, they're afraid to let you know their secrets

That's why they always wanna be alone

I was cutting on my arm back in 2018

The teacher saw my knife so he went to get the dean

I guess I left a blood trail as I fled the scene

And inside my cup was pills and promethazine

Every time I wake up, I just wanna scream

Couldn't get the finer so I enjoy simple things

Wishing that I could have took a different fuckin' path

When I fall asleep this is what I have Suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams

Staring at the world life ain't really how it seems

I won't get no tattoos, the scars help me see

What I went and been through you do not know me

Every time I wake up, I just wanna scream

Couldn't get the finer so I enjoy simple things

Wishing that I could have took a different fuckin' path

When I fall asleep this is what I have Suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams

Staring at the world life ain't really how it seems

I won't get no tattoos, the scars help me see

What I went and been through you do not know me, bitch!