Tired of Smiling Lyrics

I try to love myself

But I'm so tired of smiling

When I am dying in

I try to love myself

But I'm so tired of smiling

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

Every night I feel like it is all just so hopeless

I am not myself I used to think I was chosen

Felt I had a purpose like I was so worth it

I remember when that idea was broken

I pick up the pieces and run with it hoping

I could salvage something to help keep me going

Love my friends, I'm sorry I can't be as open

Holding in this darkness, don't want to expose it

I'm scared I'm contagious

Don't put your energy in danger

Do yourself a favor

Fall back, just act like a stranger

I'm scared I'm contagious

Don't put your energy in danger

Do yourself a favor

Fall back, just act like a stranger

Get away from

Get away from

Get away from me

I try to love myself

But I'm so tired of smiling

When I am dying in

I try to love myself

But I'm so tired of smiling

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside

When I am dying inside