kerosene Lyrics

And here I stare at the ceiling, looking for something to fill the void

You always gave me radio silence, but now I'm dying to be rid of the noise

You haunt me while I'm sleeping, I wake up to the sound of your voice

Said, "it was better to leave it than do it when we no longer have a choice."

And why did you get so distant? I thought that everything was under control

And I never stopped listening even when you started being so cold

You said I couldn't have fixed it, you said I always treated you like gold

But you still started drifting and I couldn't accept you were letting go

So are we better off?

You cut me deep

I'm incomplete without you

And I can't seem to breathe the way I used to

You're kerosene

All of the time I spent looking for anything to make you change your mind

I never wanted to accept that it was something I could never find

You said the ghost was always present, hiding there behind every forced goodbye

How much of it wasn't real? Yeah, you made me feel so fucking blind

Now I feel my bones are healing, but it never seems to last very long

Every time I see your face I fall back to the place where I started from

But I'm building up castles, making walls all around

Until the second my phone rings and I feel my walls burning back to the ground

And I know we're better off

You cut me deep

I'm incomplete without you

And I can't seem to breathe the way I used to

You're kerosene

You cut me deep

I'm incomplete without you

And I can't seem to breathe the way I used to

You're kerosene