Hide My Pain freestyle Lyrics

These days its getting hard just to hide my pain

They don't know the stress that's inside my brain

I've been on the road tryna find my lane

It feels like my emotions going down the drain

I wonder if I'll ever find my heart

One step forward and I press restart

It's hard to see the light when you're in the dark

But imma stay focused till the end

Been tryna turn my L's to a win

But my life has been a spin

I was standing on the brim

Stress had my patience running thin

Life threw the punches and I took it to the chin

I stand tall never slack

When you chase the cheese never fall in the trap no

I'm gonna make it thats a fact

I told myself it's either gon' be ballin or the rap so

I put that time and the grind in

I came out the dirt like an uncut diamond

So never hate if you see me shining

Coz you dont know how long I've been climbing

In 2018 i was sitting in a cell

I could have done years I was saved by the bell

When they freed me it felt like I came outta hell

I was feeble I was frail

Ask Ayke he can tell

This rap ting gave me reason to be hopeful

So I always gotta hold it down coz im loyal

I always stay grounded got my roots in the soil

I'll never share a beat or a spliff if I don't know you

It's coz I gotta keep my energy in tact

They say they got my back but they never called me back

I've got trust issues uh

That's why I always leave I can never get attached

I'ts hard to say but my hearts turned black

I hope I see the day I'll be back on track

I pray I see the day I'll be back

I said i.. (sigh)

Humm hum

Hum hum

Oh no oh no uhh

These days its getting hard just to hide my pain

They don't know the stress that's inside my brain

I've been on the road tryna find my lane

It feels like my emotions going down the drain

I wonder if I'll ever find my heart

One step forward and I press restart

It's hard to see the light when you're in the dark

But imma stay focused till the end