MEDICATE Lyrics

My heart is aching because of you

Tired of shaking, like I always do

I've made my mind up and i'm still fucked up

I reach for my medication to fill my heart up

I need to medicate these wounds cuz they're making me drown

And although, I know how to swim

I cannot stay afloat for hours

I need to medicate myself

A drink, a smoke or pills

Not that you'd care anyways but i am trying to get well

I'm doing okay

I'm living a life

Sometimes, I hate it and other times, it's quite alright

A handful too many

I've been fantasizing

My brain plays these tricks on me

And my void is consuming

I'm trying to medicate these wounds cuz they're making me drown

And although, I know how to swim

I cannot stay afloat for hours

I need to medicate myself

A drink, a smoke or pills

Not that you'd care anyways but i am trying to get well

I'm tired

I'm so tired

I'm tired

I'm so tired