-VE ft. Ruby Gyang Lyrics

-VE ft. Ruby Gyang - A-Q

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I've been on the run for way too long,

For way way too long

I've been lost

I woke up and I reached for my phone

As I picked it up I had some thoughts on my own.

How we worship social media and leave God out the plans

My morning devotions was Twitter and Instagram

At this point I was clicking with hands

Twitter mentions and the DM caught my attention

The message was brief and full of exclamations

You f'in cute *************

Yeah I know

I get alot of that but the curves on the avi could give a brother heart attack

I replied and I followed back

She typed in CAPS, I felt the excitement as we began to chat

She was a fan of rap I stand for that

Deep conversations got us believing we had found a path

Where we could be together, dream forever but reality was that we had to see each other

I've been on the run for way too long,

I've been lost

Nowhere to turn

Patience breeds, let's wait and see

Our conversations gravitated to how we gon' see

She sending me notes like bon appetite

I sent a pic of ma (****)

She let me know what's popping ******* side for sure

That's for anywhere we meet

And she was somewhere in the east

With the fam looking for an excuse to split

Catching flight I was catching feelings

Tryna figure out if all of this was real

Or some catfish, I needed something I can feel

Finally she told her mum she had to work in Lagos

She got the OK no way they gon' let you come out here on your own

I'm 24 and I'm grown she said

If I could **** then I'm definitely grown LOL

Everything was sex thing and phone sex

She was just done with her period

It was safe to go raw and not worry about pregnancy she said like it was the best thing

I've been on the run for way too long,

I've been lost

Nowhere to turn

Patience breeds, let's wait and see

A ***** stopped right in front of my house

I opened the door and I watched her coming out

She was everything I thought she was

No drugs but I was bossed, she was like DJ Cuppy with the ******

And true to her words it was popping on her side with hugs

I started kissing I was rocking the vibe

I was like rocking all night, till the morning and the morning after

Till the morning of the third when I realize she had to catch her flight

I laid back on the couch and played back memories

Expecting her call when she landed but it never came

Tried a couple times in vain

Switched off she couldn't still be on the plane

Five hours later everything was messy with my brain till I fell asleep

Next day was the same thing

Two days, three days I'm thinking I'm to blame

Maybe her phone got stolen or maybe she was kidnapped

Or maybe I was doing too much, I let the thing pass

A week later I saw rashes on me

Fever, nausea everytime I try to eat

Woah, I googled my symptoms first thing that came up was HIV

I went crazy, picked up my phone and tried her number again

(the number you dialled is switched off please try again later)

Straight to her social media again

No tweets, no post, no activity no mutual friends Oh God this must really be the end

How could I have been so stupid and knew nothing about this chick I screwed with

Inconclusive, definitely about to loose it

I called my doctor, I wasn't ready to do this

Pulled up at the hospital to face the music

God, I need to get tested

I've been on the run for way too long,

For way too long

I've been lost (2x)