Ellevate Lyrics

Ellevate - Shim Lyon

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I'm finna break, I'm finna break

never sleeping in the night I'm always half awake

always smiling every time to hide the pain away

always staying on her live hoping something's change

yeah, my sister

hoping God bless her

hope she stay alive so I never get to miss her

hope I never lose her

dunno what I'll do without her

feel like I don't real deserve her

I mean I'm breaking inside

feel she's losing her side

epileptic attacks

ADHD oh God

why you gave her a life

and tried destroying her life

I dunno what exactly I've been living for, should I die?

that's a question I can't answer right now

but I'm hoping that you answer right now

I just wanna elevate, I just wanna elevate

hell nah nah

I don't burn cigars

I don't fight neighbors

I got good behavior

still I wish I had a savior

for everytime that she broke I'm thankful that he saved her but

how much time do I have

to get rid of these panic attacks

I don't know where she be going but I'm holding on tight

I'm the type to judge life from the dreams that I have

so I'm hoping that my dreams do come on a live

on a platter of gold, hoping we could make choices

hope I know what to choose, hope I never lose responses

been hoping for a while it's my time to elevate

always pick brakes when you on a highway